It happened...

Well, after almost two weeks of controlling what I eat, I failed! With the stress of finishing my job here, my in-laws visiting in the next few weeks, the stress of packing/moving to AK, etc., I felt indifferent and ate all the freaking carbs I could find last night. How disgusting!!!!!!!!! I woke this morning and cried silently on my pillow (AD did not see me, thank God). I am feeling very melancholy today, but I am attempting to pick myself up (with His help) and start again. I didn't eat breakfast, and for lunch, I had some turkey, slaw, and green beans. It just makes me very angry that I let my emotions take over like I do. My in-laws make me feel very ugly and unwanted, and the thought of being around them soon makes me anxious. This is something that I must deal with in some other positive way.